Clean Slate = BS
- Bo Henderson
- Oct 5, 2017
- 2 min read
In my last lame post, I made a comment about the eclipse being a clean slate moment; so far that hasn't actually worked out very well. I'm still mired in self-doubt and why-can't-I-move-the-F on moments. I don't want to be that person, but sometimes you have to recognize and accept that depression, sadness and getting stuck in the mire happens to a lot of folks. Possibly the ones who don't appear to be that way are just putting on a show - "if my life LOOKS awesome on social media, it must be! I have 100% confidence in myself and I am not AT ALL starved for attention"!
Here's a shot at some levity that I should have posted after the event. My BFF planned and organized a belated 50th birthday celebration weekend for me in July. Part of the festivities included two day trips to the local wildlife park, one day for an elephant encounter with our family group, then one day just she and I driving through the park checking out all the animals.
The elephant encounter was amazing! You got to go right up and pet and feed the elephant!
Look at this derpy-face!! This llama literally SPIT on this goat! He was not amused!
Thundering herd! Show off! I'm adorable AND smart!
It was truly a wonderful weekend, and I'm lucky to have a surrogate family who includes me as one of their own, and it always on my side.
UPDATE - ......so, I decided to try and pick up this habit again and when I got on the site, I see I started this post.....in OCTOBER....and never finished it. Depression vs. ADD!!!
I'll be starting a new one soon - the perpetual effort to get it out, get moving on and be someone else!
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